July 13th 2013
Ocean City, New Jersey
I was wearing a white bathing suit, one that I knew you loved. I was with Devin and Leah. The two friends of mine that hated you the most.
You walked up with your girlfriend and you couldn’t stop staring at me. It was almost as if you were in a trance.
You introduced us to your girlfriend and she went to kiss you goodbye.
If I could burn someone alive with my eyes, she would have been dead in a second.
Not soon after that we were at each others hips leaving my friends behind. We went back to your place and talked. I told you I had to use the restroom. You told me, you don’t think I’m going to be able to find it, so you showed me the way. I walked into your bedroom and you were staring at me. I walked toward you staring back. We continue to stare at each other. My heart raced. We hadn’t felt each other since May. I looked at your hands, as I waited for you to grab me and pin me against the wall.